this week...so far: 14 - 20th of feb
damn sian in camp
we had coy cohesion day..played stupid games which made us ran around the whole camp
haiz.....but at least my platoon won the games.....especially the last game which involves water bombs.....haha....
guess wat i'm was arrowed...yes yet again, to be mc again for unit cohesion day.
which is some kinda post chinese new year dinner...
i felt damn fed up...y i'm the one who always gets this kind of sh|t?? overmore it was last min..
damn...i know tis attitude is bad but i' just freaking sianz...no mood to eat the freaking yu sheng
hope the ppl who arrowed me lao sai...hehe

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Gambling at Kaiwen's hm *aka God Of Gamblers!*

hoho..gamble must have style!

ohhhh...yes, as per tradition on chinese new year. After gambling at james place, kaiwen's home will be next. haha...into another gambling den.
As usual we will play cards 1st...blackjack...
but no one wants to be the banker! so we decide everyone has to take a turn to be one.
*sweats* no joke leh...if everyone's cards are bigger then yours, u will lose big time
eventually i moved on to majong..which is even worse
the bets were much more higher then my usual games last time...not to mention
.....i was damn rusty
but luck was on my side! or rather Chow Yun Fatt...hehe...at 1st was losing
but last minute i managed to win quite abit with the last hand. i made qing yi se with zi mo!
hehe...haiz...quite a day...ended it with coffee late at nite in holland

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great...
Booked in last nite. And guess wat?
tis morning when i woke up and looked out of my bunk's window.
The camp was like totally deserted...there was no one in the battalion!
crap..wonder y the hell we have to be back??
haiz...i'm getting to get sick of the coy management...
i also those who were in camp today has an off on monday...wat the #$$#
guess yours truely din have a off record, so for ppl with no off record = to zero off
man...i'm suppose to know every single policy or how the company runs when my foot touches
the coy's soil....woah....
anyway we booked out at 4pm. After much anticipation from the thinking tat we are booking out after lunch. heh...shiok sia...i love mental torture

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CYN Chu 2
i went to carol's aunt home today..haiz..the sian feeling is here coz i have to
book in camp tonite. i wished i could spend more time with her........

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CYN Chu Yi
yay..1st day of the lunar new year but haiz..so quiet over at my grandma's home
only one of my cousin and her family was there. I really missed the times when i was younger and the whole entire family will have reunion dinner together and on Chu Yi we will meet again to wish each other happy new year and get ang baos...i just wonder wat happened to us all these years...

Anyway after having lunch with Carol n my family at granny's place. I send my folks back home b4 fetching Derek and heading down to James home. Well i can say tat it's different too from last time..i actually felt bored there..nothing much to do except gamble..
But later was more interesting. Me, Carol, Derek, Kawien, David, Linda, Jun Yin and Felicia head down to Arab street to try shisha.

Shisha is tobacco mixed with molasses and fruit flavors and is smoked in a hookah. A hookah consists of a hollow glass (sometimes clay or brass) base which is filled with water, a vertical pipe topped with a clay bowl for shisha and coals, and a usually colorful hose.

The smell is very fruity...coz they ordered apple n strawberry flavours..man it reminded me of my smoking days last time in NP. Except shisha smells better, but its still quite strong. i was choking on my 1st puff. hehe..interesting..haiz..another day tml...

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Lunar New Year Eve
oh yeah..chinese new year is here again..had reunion dinner at hm
hmmm...if u called it a 'reunion dinner' coz its just my family: Dad,Mom,Bro n me
come to think of it the whole family relationship on my dad's side is quite estranged
had outcamp run tis morning b4 i came home..quite irritating coz i was arrowed to be the
MC..i rather run man..and the conducting officer keep coming up to me for last min changes
argh..itz damn screwed up i tell u..
gd thing is the whole event ended early at around 10am..
but our coy had to booked in last nite where other companies can stay out
and we had to be up at freaking 4am...damn
After dinner i just slacked n was feeling tired..no mood to go out even though
Carol wanted me to go out with her family to chinatown and David asked me to see the fireworks...JUST PLAIN TIRED...

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When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
And I wish I was special
You're so very special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so very special
I wish I was special

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