hmm.....1 whole month never blog liao....nvm..BIG news !!! i finally found a band which i can join todae ! it just come falling out frm the sky n out of the blue....yep after my lesson at yamaha i saw an ad looking 4 a guitarist......n i just called n Vogi told me 2 meet him n the rest.....we had a great day walking around talking...getting 2 knoe each other...all three of them r really cool guys...Voji the lead guit...Ice the drummer n Kashi our vocal....
really got connected with ice (tok most 2 him then voji n kashi)....n i found out tat his passion for music was really deep...i was really motivated by wat he said n his ideas n dreams....now i made a promise 2 practise daily no matter wat.....have 2 improve.....haha...getting tired liao...got 2 sleepppp...ja

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*now tune 2 Luna Sea's LOVELESS*
...just realize something tonite...all my friendships with everyone are............dunno how 2 say........
it seems shallow ???...i just can't find someone who i can really tok heart 2 heart......last time used 2 be Andrew who i can really tok to n pour out my troubles...hopes...dreams...*sigh* now i find it hard 2 even to talk with him......tonite i wanted 2 have a good chat with him over coffee for Andrew just got his O level results n he wants to combine cert n go to Poly....then dunno y he brought Nick along....n i found it diff 2 even start a topic....so while they ate their dinner at BK i tok cork with them....then Nick kept insisting tat we all play CS....i said no cause i dun wan to play *really sick of playing it*...then Andrew said he wan 2 go up n look at headphones.....
no choice but 2 follow....then spend some time at the electronic supermart *God knows wat is the name* looking at games 1st....then dunno y...both of them started looking at Hi-fi sets...lastly at the pathetic display of headphones...*so little !!! my neighbourhood store sells even more man !!* arGH....then dunno y go into a computer shop n look at games....okkk....but when they started up another level n tat was pretty close to the LAN shop...my warning lights came on....this had to stop...so i asked them..where the heck are we going...then Nick started 2 pursuade me 2 play CS...n Andrew oso said:" yah go play lah..." .......tat was it........i didn't come all the way here just 2 play CS !!!...i was kind of pissed n told them firmly no...n i told them tat i rather go Mac for a drink....i just dun understand y all of them always wan 2 CS ?? i mean if u dun play 4 just one dae....your hands will rot ??? come on...have a life...there is more then just CS ! i guess in the future...i'm not calling Andrew out for coffee...rather be alone n stay at home...
haiz...i guess we are all grown up now....became more aware of one another...in short...we can't click anymore......
guess i am getting more n more isolated frm ppl......soon ppl won't know i'm there.........
........getting tired......continue this tommorrow....

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*now tune 2 L'Arc~en~Ciel's Ibara No Namida*
waH....long long time no blog liAo...haha....been damn busy this n last week...common tests coming up *gasp* YeP ppl...tat time of
the month here again...have to mug thru tests...*hAIz* damn....
todae went out studying with mike n kevin......n while meeting kevin at mac this morning.....we both bump into Guoxiong..*bummer..hibino rolls his eyes*...n saw his latest girlfriend...the 3rd one i think. he is as obnoxious as ever...bugging me on y i never got a stead n how he managed 2 snare his latest gf. he oso brag on how far he made out with his ex n stuff...dunno if it's even true...*haiz* dunno if he wants a stead just for this...are all of us men this selfish ? wanting a gal just to satisfy our needs...or really wanting a real realationship? ..........i think i just stick 2 my friends.......a BGR is just too much for me now.....

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FiNaLLy all test finished !!! =)...hahaha...n my new furniture here liaoz....*happyhappy* now have 2 reorganise all my stuff...n get rid of
some junk....jUSt started my lead GuiTAr class last sunday....it was fun...learned Deep Purple" Smoke On The Water *fave song*
n poWer coRds....rEALly hOPe i can be as good likE Ken n Sugizo....hahaha....needs lots of practise man....hAiz...reaALLy need 2 have a gD tok with somEwan...over a cup of coffee...everyone seems so bz...n some ppl i can't reaLLy tok serious stuff with them...cause they r jokers...n my childhood buddy now is not serious abt anything n i feel tat our friendship is growing apart....haiz.....
gUess i am losing friends.....n tat's wat i am afraid of.......

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February liAoz???! time really flies...haiz...n this week was full of tesTs...gD thing i managed 2 passed all!...n thank God i fOUnd my bus pass last week !!! yeAH !!! it wAs at tAt stupppidddddddd E-Zone THE WHOLE TIME !!!! kaOZ....i am never...NEVER going back 2 tat place n play games anymore...damn lousy service. Hmm...not a bad week after all...come 2 think of it...heh heh....next week my new furniture oso coming...mua-hahaha...*rubs his hands*......at lasT !!! finally after 5 years can change my room liaoz...wanna make it more cozy...=)...have quite abit of work to do 4 the next few days.
hmm..this month oso have valentine's day...well...this day holds no meaning for 20 years oredi....cause when it comes 2 the affairs of the heart...i'm a real flop...n my love life is zeRo...ziltch...empty...plus a couple of disaster expriences...has made me...well unable 2 be attracted any gals oredi...but i am not turning homo hOR !!! hahahaha...so dun get the wrong idea...=P...just tat now i not interested...hahaha...=)

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*now listening to Love SoNg by LunA SeA*
haIz...chInese New yeAr over liAoz....haVe 2 go baCK to sCh nOwz...arGH...haiz...hate the way CNY was placed this yeaR.
If on thursday n fridAe then can havE loNg weekEnd !! =(
ArgH...hAIz...abIt suAy oso...cAuSE i hAd loST my bus pAsS !! *dAMn*....good thIng eND of the month or else the bUS stAmp *whICH is $50* flY awaYz liAOZ...haiz...stupid of me...never check if i took my bus pass afTEr i pLAyed finished CS...aRgh...=(
haiz...lesson leArned...just have 2 go down Buona Vista MRT n rePLaced it. BUt sOMe good news is tat i hAVe finAlly upgraded my coMP !!! *yeAH!* =) aT lasT can get rid of tat pesky AMD K6 which had Plague me with so many problems...aRGH which reminds me......next week oso have computerize test coming up....hmm...have 2 start studying liAOz...argH...n got to top up fare-card...cauZe
no bus stamp liaoz...

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*now listening to Providence by Luna Sea*
wow....my 1st blog...haha....actually it was clap's homepage tat got me interested in this....my own online diary ne....=)
well....wat can i do ? hmmm...i guess i can paste wat i had written during VTP....n maybe continue to add on...

*Censored!!*

hahaha....pretty bleak n moody huh ??? well...tat's me....when i feel sometimes when i feel so all alone n my thoughts just run wild....
haiz...i can be quite negative sometimes...well got 2 look up...everydae is a new dae with fresh beginings....hmmm...maybe i should create my own webpage ?? hahaha....gd idea huh??? i go n ask Clap for more info.....

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